Through my own failure and inability to love her the way I should, my wife of 7 years has called it quits. We are going to try and make the best of it till May when school gets out. Hopefully someday, the powers that be, will forgive me for losing the most perfect woman God ever made!

Until then I need to figure out how to cope and keep things cool. Wheeling is a serious possibility. Any other Montys wanna get out and blow off some steam?

That sucks, dude. I wish I was up there and we'd go wheel the piss out of our rigs. Everything will be fine, man. Just keep your wits about you and stay real busy...

Yah! Now I learn how to live on my own again. We are getting along, but I want to make thingd better. I know I can't and she's so beautiful! For my daughters, that's what I have to think. I'm still a lonely man though.

Man, ain't that what the Stryker guys should be saying? <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/zombie.gif" alt="" />
Bums <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

Mebbee you should hook with some of those guys and help 'em trash their shiny new rigs. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/evil.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/evil.gif" alt="" /> I'm eeeevil.

I'd offer to go out, but I don't think the wife would have you hangin' with me! <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/cyclops.gif" alt="" /> Gotta keep it civil for the little guys. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/kewl.gif" alt="" />

Hook a left out the gate and go out where I told ya to go; it's right at MP 325; you'll see the power line take a straight shot east.

We'll be at the Legion Saturday evening for a little bit. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/cheers.gif" alt="" />

She said it's over between us. That now makes her thoughts of my private life null and void. I am in a lot of pain and I don't care what she thinks at this point. I love my girls and I can keep it civil for them. Sorry for getting a little carried away.

What legion do you all hang out at, maybe I can make it?

Go party like a rockstar! And quit posting your pic on a mostly male forum. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/barf.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/lol.gif" alt="" />

No really, Good luck bro! Being single again could be a good thing. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

Yeah dude. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/angry.gif" alt="" /> I hate it for you. I'm not even going to attempt to explain my love situation.

BUUUUUT

First lesson I learned while in alaska.

There are not very many "chicks" hanging around.

BUT since you're newly single, you should go "Ho around", and have some fun.

and your black and white pic there... well I'll just say it's not the most Heterosexual picture I have ever seen. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/pfft.gif" alt="" />

Get us a pic with a truck, or a gun!!!! that would be MUCH MUCH better. and Good luck with your split up. Those are never good times. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/cheers.gif" alt="" />

Pictures gone! I was drunk lastnight when I posted that. "Hoing Around" just doesn't seem like my style. I went straight from my last marriage into this one and I don't have any... tack, or talent. I feel either they like ya or they don't, I'm not into impressing people. Not anymore.

I have a lot of pain inside that is tearing me up pretty bad. I'm not sleeping or eating. My diet consists of coffee and air. My stomache is in knots and I feel nauseous all the time. I try to eat and it just makes me feel worse. I feel guilty, lost, abandoned, distrusting and very, very alone.

I Understand. I've been there, and I know what you're dealing with. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

Nothing is going to help. I hate to be blunt, but nothing will. Best thing you can do it survive for now, and the further you get away from this the better you will feel. It will never go away fully, but the old saying that Time Heals all wounds is about the best thing I can tell you.

It's been almost 6 years for me, and I'm still hurt, and disfunctional when it comes to long term relationships. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/scared.gif" alt="" />

This is what I threw away! <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />