Pictures gone! I was drunk lastnight when I posted that. "Hoing Around" just doesn't seem like my style. I went straight from my last marriage into this one and I don't have any... tack, or talent. I feel either they like ya or they don't, I'm not into impressing people. Not anymore.

I have a lot of pain inside that is tearing me up pretty bad. I'm not sleeping or eating. My diet consists of coffee and air. My stomache is in knots and I feel nauseous all the time. I try to eat and it just makes me feel worse. I feel guilty, lost, abandoned, distrusting and very, very alone.