I Understand. I've been there, and I know what you're dealing with. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />

Nothing is going to help. I hate to be blunt, but nothing will. Best thing you can do it survive for now, and the further you get away from this the better you will feel. It will never go away fully, but the old saying that Time Heals all wounds is about the best thing I can tell you.

It's been almost 6 years for me, and I'm still hurt, and disfunctional when it comes to long term relationships. <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/scared.gif" alt="" />