Thanks

There was a split second where I considered where to aim, but I was at the point of blacking out so I may have hit myself too. Plus for some instinctive reasoning I still thought of this person as someone I thought had been my friend for about 4 years or more.
And in hindsight I'm glad I didn't because if I had wounded him more seriously or killed him it would've laid on my conscience to no end. I know what I did was right and I don't regret it, but I'm still having to take xanax to this day for PTSD.
One day when I'm able to tell my story in full without getting too emotional about it I'll be writing Guns and Ammo, the NRA as well as my local representatives.

Like you said- I'm lucky to be here typing this- and if it weren't for the gun I had- chances are I wouldn't be.

~R