I feel for you Hazy.........Both my parents are gone and to be honest it sucks......surround yourself with friends and coworkers etc.....it may not seem like it at times but know within reach you have a support group of friends who like/love you that can help you through it. People who have not and even some who have will/may say some stupid chit to you know for the most part they are only trying to help. The holidays will be tough.......the first go around are. Hang in there and know in time it will ease up ........you will still miss the hell out of him but it won't be as tough............

Peace

Tim <img src="/forums/images/graemlins/patriot.gif" alt="" />