I have been thinking about you Hazy and was going to PM you to see how you were.

My father died with cancer when I was 19, almost 20. He was 47. I know it's a tough process to go through. My father has missed every major event in my adult life and my children never met him, although they still refer to him as Grandpa.

It does take time, but don't try and get over it, it's more getting used to it. I found that talking about him with my family helped a lot. Remember that whatever bothers you about the past, is the past and it won't help to dwell on that.

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