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What I'm struggling with are the feelings. Anger, sorrow, remorse, joy.... you name it. Anger for some the things that were wrong between he and I growing up. Sorrow for obvious reasons. Remorse for not having made everything right that I could have and for things left unsaid. Joy for knowing he's in a better place and not in pain anymore.


I am very sorry for your loss and will definitely keep you in my prayers.

First, understand that ALL those feelings are perfectly natural. As far as moving on it will take some time and I feel it important to tell you to take your time. Burying emotions doesn't help as they tend to resurface later. (especially remorse, regret) There is some great advice here, especially thinking about/talking about the good times. After the passing of my grandmother it was nice getting together with family to talk and laugh about what a great lady she was. That time helped a lot. My best to you and your family.

Carlos

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